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Takes time to love

I don’t know how many days have passed since it happened and honestly, I’m not keeping track of this. I still prefer to focus on my other responsibilities and choose not to think about my love life.

I have no idea what to do. Either taking a step forward or just maintaining where I am right now.

You need to know that there’s only one person in my heart. That one person who successfully stole my heart and made me feel complete when I’m with him. No other guy/man/boy for now can replace him. I know I’ve hurt people in the past. Just because I was still finding the right person for me. It was difficult.

I couldn’t figure out what I wanted and what I felt. I was just as confused as you are. You know, so many questions in mind. Thinking about your future and everything else. And there’s definitely a good reason why I was still searching for that one person I can give my all to. Well, I did.

I remember how we first met. We were introduced by our friend in our school’s McDonald’s. My heart was beating extremely fast because I already knew you. Well, not literally, but you know the story. And then you added me on Facebook, I accepted it right away and next thing you know, we were chatting on MSN.

Then the very first, awkward lunch at McDonald’s. Yadda yadda yadda.

Fast forwarding the story to that night, 13 Feb. We were counting the stars together. One of the best moments in my life. Sweetest in fact. Yeah I melted and looked away.

14 Feb, our date. We watched Valentine’s Day and that’s when it all started. We both had each other. It was amazing. The journey was worth the wait.

Our families met, you followed my family for our holiday at Genting. It was far beyond our expectations. We’re happy. So, so happy.

But somehow, beneath all the smiles and laughter, we knew, there’s something wrong in our relationship. We were constantly fighting, arguing, yelling at each other all the time. It was crazy.

Look at where we are now. I’m sorry. I truly am. It hurts because we had it. We just need to.. focus on our responsibilities and improve on our weaknesses.

If we’re meant to be, there’ll always be a way to find each other back. If we’re meant to be… you don’t have to worry. You’ll still have me.